I've trought alote of things in my life so I have a big bagage on my shoulder. I someone
who always been there for everyone, helping, listening, caring and giving some advice.
Now well I'm still like that but I tke some distance from ppl cause I don't trust alote of
ppl since November 2010. I love my job and I love doing my police education also. I know
I should put my time more at work instead of law but I love it.
My familly as my mom and brother is part of my life more then I was younger. Mom did
have a surgery in her back in august 2009 she stayed at the hospital till end of november
now she live in an ospice CHSLD Emily Gamelin. She can't walk anymore but I pray the Lord
everyday so she can walk one day before she die. She's 78 years old and lots of smiles, laught
with a dam good memory. She's a strong woman and she keep her faith in God's hands.
My dad's dead since may 5th 1996 from suicide. He was a good friend, but in my childhood well he was not that cool and was a sever dad. I wont put all my thought in here on him but one thing I can say is that I miss him so much. My mom use when she got her time to give
me advice on Pat well she was always there to listen and always giving me her shoulder to cry. She was a good support for me. She did explain to me her pass also as being a child of war cause her dad went to second war and at that time well there was no time to write but only praying that her dad will come home safe. Her time well like she said: It was a difficult time without a dad in the house and praying and doing the chapelet everynight with the radio. She told me alote from war as my grand-pa did when I was younger. Mom is a special person to me and I need to take care of her now like she did to me in the past and still do it
now for me and my daughter. Today there's only my mom alive but I keep praying dad and grand-pa to giving me some suport from up there some where. Mom is always making sure that I'm ok if I need something (well I don't) she call me everyday it should be me to do it but everytime she call me before I do lol. I'm responsable of my mom with one of my brother we make sure she doesn't miss nothing. Yes I have another brother but I wont even mention here anything of him for us he doesn't belong to the familly anymore for good reason.
Just to let you know who is reading this well it toke me 42 years to find a mom, my mom
cause mom never toke the time to lurn about me and to listen who I was, the way I am
and what do I do as a pass time the education of police. Now she know me better, she toke all the words I told her into her heart and we can understand more each other. She's a beautifull mom with alote of open mind and I love her for that. I life without a mom it would be a dark world. <3


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