So weird but finaly

Well yesterday march 20/2011 I never had an expression in my life like that on my face
I was 0.0 when I discover the real identity of Pat. I Had to call my friend Nathalie to
tell her about it and to go on fb and put the name I gave to her and she saw the picture
and she start to laught saying: See I knew also there was something not right in his life!
If I didn't have the patience for trying to make all the best with him well i coulded say
I don't really know what he wanted from me? It's not to easy to take it but my intuition
never lied to me. Not in the past till now! So when I say I have a bad feeling about one
person and I don't feel good at all, If there a person will start to belive NOW?! (lol) In every moment I did share with Pat well every moment was always special. The love, the sensivity,
all those words of sensation and feelings well how could I belived in him and why? Maybe
there was something to hide but what was the reason for? For a year and 5 months I guess 
I coulded walk away but something was keeping me having faith and hope. Someone toke the avantage to take all of my person and hide it inside his mind.