My Daugther and my familly

My daughter and my familly are the most beautifull thing that I have. Big suport from them since November 2010 when someone came into my life after a 1 year and half and did put my life upside down. Internet can be sometimes a good idea for some to play with ppls head and make them belive they love you... Navy man who went to Afganistan, Navy man who suposely went to Japan but we are not sure of it. Well I could say I do belive sometimes he did. But oh well you don't need to put your world upside down and put another wowen in wonder. Well I did lurn about that experience and my familly is always there since then and since ever. My mom is fighting for her life now with the cerviral cancer, she's in a well chair since 2009 from an operation in her back. She had an open heart surgery in 2007 and she have her life keeping goin like a champion fighting for her life and fighting for her little children. My brother Martin always there so we could fight together something we care alote and its mom. Fighting for the a good reason that some ppl know about. My daughter she's a fighter too. She have some difficulties in school but she had the most beautifull notes since she did passed last year school. I'm so proud of her. She's dislecsic and well its not because you are, that you can't do nothing in your life later. We have so many ppl in here that are singer, actors, writers. We know she will do again her best next year that its starting august 29th 2011. Good look my sweetness! Mom love you. Tx for my ex to be around also. Another fighter for his health. He's got the goute,osteroporosis, coching syndrome. But always work as usual he can't stop that guy lol... What about the rest of my familly well they are far but keep supporting me in what I do as a job and for what i've been trough also. Tx to be there for me fighters of live as may God always protecting you everyday !

Being a trainer for SPVM

Being a trainer not always easy to make understand the part of respect of homeless ppl
Ppl that needed to be respected as evry human on this planet. Rich or not you all belong to God.
Standing in front of young cops and training them well they need to understand its not the gun
that's the most important but to think first. A head between 2 shoulders is not there to act
fast but to put also your place in the other person in front of you. Ask your self first why?
THE WHY?? Is the most important for YOUR reaction first. Second will go fast and you might
end the procedure in time. Its so hard to make understand the defence yes pass first but without
the bad influence of your drenaline. Think fast and react on the first step. No movement will be
the charge after to make YOUR reaction to be apply. Be in the other ones shoes plz first !!!

So stupid and so easy lol.....

Its so stupid when someone is trying to make you belive that he doesn't know me and to leave him alone.
Do you ever know someone take your own pictures and make you belive in alote of things?? Well never
it did apound to me dah. Ppl are so anoying to come and tell you: I don't know you and leave me and my fiance alone she is passing by so much stress..... Mouhahahaha Yah me too noob! The book of lies honor
well i dedicated to you Patrick Fry. Why should I lie of what you did to me and my familly?
I'm 43 and not an idiot. You are all the time trying to lie to ppl and trying to keep you out of shit that
you did. But some ppl don't forget about that! I'm an eductor for police corp in here and this you didnt
know so next time don't even think to come and say I'm sorry cause you wont be forgiving for that!
No one will approuve what you have been doing also from june 2009 till november 27th 2010
We will always have you some where in our mind to tell you how much ppl can be hurt. Hope
you are proud of your self !!! Anyways I'm not proud of you ether as my familly

Some mix pics of my Daughter Tamara-May

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My Familly, My Support

I'm a mixt woman from Italian, mohawk and Irish so I have an hard head lol joke.
I've trought alote of things in my life so I have a big bagage on my shoulder. I someone
who always been there for everyone, helping, listening, caring and giving some advice.
Now well I'm still like that but I tke some distance from ppl cause I don't trust alote of
ppl since November 2010. I love my job and I love doing my police education also. I know
I should put my time more at work instead of law but I love it.
My familly as my mom and brother is part of my life more then I was younger. Mom did
have a surgery in her back in august 2009 she stayed at the hospital till end of november
now she live in an ospice CHSLD Emily Gamelin. She can't walk anymore but I pray the Lord
everyday so she can walk one day before she die. She's 78 years old and lots of smiles, laught
with a dam good memory. She's a strong woman and she keep her faith in God's hands.
My dad's dead since may 5th 1996 from suicide. He was a good friend, but in my childhood well he was not that cool and was a sever dad. I wont put all my thought in here on him but one thing I can say is that I miss him so much.  My mom use when she got her time to give
me advice on Pat well she was always there to listen and always giving me her shoulder to cry. She was a good support for me. She did explain to me her pass also as being a child of war cause her dad went to second war and at that time well there was no time to write but only praying that her dad will come home safe. Her time well like she said: It was a difficult time without a dad in the house and praying and doing the chapelet everynight with the radio. She told me alote from war as my grand-pa did when I was younger. Mom is a special person to me and I need to take care of her now like she did to me in the past and still do it
now for me and my daughter. Today there's only my mom alive but I keep praying dad and grand-pa to giving me some suport from up there some where. Mom is always making sure that I'm ok if I need something (well I don't) she call me everyday it should be me to do it but everytime she call me before I do lol. I'm responsable of my mom with one of my brother we make sure she doesn't miss nothing. Yes I have another brother but I wont even mention here anything of him for us he doesn't belong to the familly anymore for good reason.
Just to let you know who is reading this well it toke me 42 years to find a mom, my mom
cause mom never toke the time to lurn about me and to listen who I was, the way I am
and what do I do as a pass time the education of police. Now she know me better, she toke all the words I told her into her heart and we can understand more each other. She's a beautifull mom with alote of open mind and I love her for that. I life without a mom it would be a dark world. <3

Mom and me March 2011

Mom March 2011

My Dad April 1996

My Grand Pa

So weird but finaly

Well yesterday march 20/2011 I never had an expression in my life like that on my face
I was 0.0 when I discover the real identity of Pat. I Had to call my friend Nathalie to
tell her about it and to go on fb and put the name I gave to her and she saw the picture
and she start to laught saying: See I knew also there was something not right in his life!
If I didn't have the patience for trying to make all the best with him well i coulded say
I don't really know what he wanted from me? It's not to easy to take it but my intuition
never lied to me. Not in the past till now! So when I say I have a bad feeling about one
person and I don't feel good at all, If there a person will start to belive NOW?! (lol) In every moment I did share with Pat well every moment was always special. The love, the sensivity,
all those words of sensation and feelings well how could I belived in him and why? Maybe
there was something to hide but what was the reason for? For a year and 5 months I guess 
I coulded walk away but something was keeping me having faith and hope. Someone toke the avantage to take all of my person and hide it inside his mind.

When someone lie you finish to found out.

When someone come to you life and lie about him self and you found out after all
the person you were talking with was an open book of lies. All the promisses
all the love, all the attention, all the sentiments have been growned for what?
Nothing at all. When the person deny you after all that time you wish you could
go back and say: Be an honest man and I wont try to make you feel bad in front
of your familly!!! All the chalenge that toke me for an year and 5 months to encourage
him when he went to afgan and japan was for what??? I'm so happy it toke me 3 months
to know what the name was for REAL. You toke a part of us and you did played
with Tamara, Real, familly and my head. You made also so many promises and I
knew I was always right not beliving in you. Mom even put  picture of you near a candel
at her window to support and pray for you to stay safe. I was always in front of my
laptop when I was home sick to wait for you between 10am and 11am. If I was not
home well you sent some email to tell me how much you miss me and love me.
You toke 2 hearts with you mine and Tamara's one. You were even accusing me it
was my fault if you joined the navy. You told me that you were living in Asheville NC
and you even wrote to me or someone else that you were dead on service lol. It toke you 3 weeks to write me back to say you were sorry. Yep with a song imagine. I remember also when you told me that you bought a bronco or something like that and you would work on it and when ever i would go over there it would be mine. What is that all about then Travis did he ever excist at all or it was you? You told me also that your ex GF name was Beth and she was having kid nd she wanted to keep it but you needed to go in court
for child support and tht she was asking to much a month. You told me also your mom's name and it is Jennice or something like that. You told me that last year in 2010 Katie got married in june and that's the reason you came back from afgan. Lies she got married in 2008 and how many times I told you it wasn't true cause Kemp (little boy) was to young on the picture see I was right again. How many times you came up to me to stay with you and if I wasn't seeing no one? How many time you maked sure? You did ask me to change my name on Combat Arms i did and you did found that Sugar_Britches humm now I know the reason for hey. So many lies and so many broken heart around me. You stop tlking to me cause Rika in Japan ask her bf to find your name on the ship and it wasn't there lol
now look the reason Pat!! You did deleted you FB cause at that time I started to wonder
what was going on and I even told you i had bad feelings about you and see again I was
right. Oh lord hope God can forgive you for that. So many lies, so many cry!
I still have pictures of you and email and your wife or gf have it and hope that will help her out to ask you all about that.  Sorry but I'm no crazy woman ......

A good surcher with experience of life